June 30, 2009 at 5:19 pm (Identity)
2 Corinthians 13:5-6 “Examine yourselves to see if your faith is really genuine. Test yourselves. If you cannot tell that Jesus Christ is among you, it means you have failed the test. I hope you recognize that we have passed the test and are approved by God.”
Well….ok….some events that transpired recently got me looking at this verse again. Growing up I remember hearing several sermons on it and in my home church around the fall of my freshman year in High School we hired a new pastor. He was a great preacher and during the first year and a half at our church we experienced a serious revival. I’m not talking about the bring all your lost friends kicking and screaming type revival….for that is not true revival. I’m talking about a word from the Lord for the church….a cleaning house sort of thing. God began to move amongst our congregation and people confessed sin, made things right with fellow believers, and low and behold….people who thought they were saved years ago came marching down that isle weeping and repenting confessing that they needed Jesus! I remember being exhorted to ”examine myself” to see if I was in the faith. After this happened in our church we were a different congregation! The Spirit was alive and well in our church, we experienced a love for one another that unified our hearts, our worship was moving and sincere and our hearts were palatable to the Word. Our congregation began to reach out to our community and we began to grow in record numbers. It was a sweet time in my life that I will always remember and praise His Name….I was forever changed!
Have you experienced the change that Jesus brings? Do you really know Him? Do you sense a deep burden and sorrow over your sin and a urgency to confess and repent before the Lord? Do you recognize your depravity without Him? These are things we need to ask ourselves. Upon my experience in my home church in High School and my examining myself, I am convinced that there are many who sit in our pews/seats each Sunday week after week and they are lost. Oh….they say that they ” I took care of that a long time ago” or “I prayed that prayer….” or “me and the ‘Man upstairs have an understanding”….but where is the change? The humility? The love for God and His children? The obedience to the Word of God?
I am embarking on a little study right now in I John on the Evidences of Our Faith. I will post a little everyday so join us and see what comes to light
I was going to put this on the New Life Design Facebook page but the Facebook page is down right now and my dinner is just about ready so I am heading home to eat with my Honey! I am sure you will understand! For those of you wondering, “So, is she saying her husband cooks??” The answer is a resounding YES!!! If you are wondering how I landed that….well, that was one of the things I prayed for while I was single because I hate to cook! Sorry if you are already married and you missed out on that one!! 
Dana
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June 29, 2009 at 4:55 pm (Our Faith Journey)
Here are two of my favorite quotes. I keep these on an index card in my Bible. They are by Bruce Wilkenson in his study “Secrets of The Vine”.
1. “Our lives can be ‘full’ only when we surrender our whole life to Christs’ will and purpose.”
2. “Only in Christ can a man or women become an instrument of impressive, unquestionable might, yet remain a vessel of humility, an object of grace. You see, a person full of the Holy Spririt can not be full of self. Pride never accompanies power in a fully yeilded life.”
Ponder these thoughts today and let me know your thoughts.
Dana
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June 25, 2009 at 3:50 pm (Prayer & Praise)
Well…I hope you are ready for this one!
This past Tuesday morning I was obviously so tired from all our activity over the weekend and had not yet recovered so I was not able to think clearly. I was taking my dog (Nissi-miniature Schnauzer) out to potty after she finished eating and Tony (my husband) was headed out for work at the same time. I decided just to head out the back door with him and said goodbye, yet there was this sinking feeling in my stomach and something just said – go out the front door with her like you usually do, but of course….I ignored the thought. (Big mistake!) While Nissi and I were in the back yard Tony was about to get in the car and it dawned on me that he might accidental forget I was out there and put the garage door down as he drove off leaving me locked out of the house with no form of communication. So – I did what any other reasonable person would do. I hollered up the hill and ask Tony to please leave the door up so I could get back in the house which he was happy to do. Well, as fate would have it, his mind was on the busy day before him and in about 20 seconds flat he has forgotten my request and hit the button for the garage door as I am still in the backyard with Nissi. I hear the door going down and see that he is about to be to the street so I tear off running like some mad woman waving my arms in the air and screaming, “Tony!!!”. Yea – I know….not a pretty site! At least it was not a Sunday morning when I would have just had in my robe! Thankfully I was planning on doing a short run so I had put on my running shorts and top but I still had flip flops on and it is pretty difficult to sprint up hill in flip flops while waving your arms in the air and shouting. Well, I gave it my best effort and was probably just about 5 seconds off from catching him. I thought he might fiddle with his phone or GPS or something but not on this day. As I got to the stop sign he had just turned from the next street and my fate was sealed! I envisioned myself sitting on my back porch with Nissi from 7:30 in the morning until 6:30 in the evening. Within an instant I am rehearsing thoughts like, “Gee, I’m glad she has eaten already….at least we have cool water from the water hose to drink…I guess I’ll be potty-ing in the woods today….etc…” As I was still running with the fumes of the exhaust from Tony’s car already evaporating I came face to face with this lady out walking. The expression on my face must have been one of panic because I think I frightened her a bit. She ask me if anything was wrong and could she help me. As soon as I could catch my breath I ask if she had a cell phone and she did. Thank the Lord for cell phones!! I was trying to call Tony quickly as he was heading to a clients office on the other side of Atlanta. I knew if I couldn’t get him then my chances would be hopeless for getting back in the house until he came home that evening. Well….wouldn’t you know, I couldn’t remember his cell number! See, we have these engenious little things built into our cell phones called “Contact Lists” and we no longer memorize numbers! I couldn’t even remember his parent’s numbers, my good friends number or anything! Strangly, I could only remember my office number! I tried calling that and leaving a message for Rebecca, our Office Manager hoping that she could call Tony as soon as she got in and maybe he could come home during lunch and let me in. This would also mean that Rebecca would have to cancel my morning appointments. I was just fit to be tied. It is not like me to panic in emergency situations but on this day I just lost my head! After leaving a very long message for Rebecca, wonder upon wonder….I remember Tony’s cell number! I was so relieved! When he gets on the phone and I share my plight he was so sympathic and apologized profusly for putting the door down, but….he then ever so gently reminds me of that little steal gadget that is coded and has a spare key inside!!! UGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I felt like a crazy women!!! I thanked him for his help….I’m sure he was laughing on the inside, but to his honor he saved me some dignity. If he did laugh, he never let me know it and then I said my goodbye and let him get back to the task of work. The lady that was allowing me to use her cell phone walks down to my house with me to help me find Nissi because I tore off like a banchie and left her in the back yard. Bless her heart….she was sitting on the front porch waiting for me. She must know her mother is insane sometimes!
Well, I share this with you because a huge spiritual truth hit me as I came back inside. I was laughing at myself first and then told the Lord that He would really blow me away if He had something to show me out of this situation and immediatly it hit me! 2 Peter 1:3 “…seeing that His divine power has granted to us everything pertaining to life and godliness, through the true knowledge of Him who called us by His own glory and excellence.” Christ is all we need and if we are Christians then we already have all we need for any situation that we face. All the provision, power, love, compassion, patience, strength, self control etc….that we need in this life has already been given to us. Christ meets all of our needs! Why then do we go chasing after what we think will satisfy and either it remains just out of our reach or we get what we are chasing only to find that it doesn’t completely fulfill us so the chase continues. All that I need as a child of God I already possess. As a Christian, I have the answer and that answer is in the person of Jesus Christ.
Thank you God for being my everything!
Dana
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June 22, 2009 at 3:51 pm (God Concept)
Have you ever analyzed or studied something to death and had it worked out in your mind as to how you thought it should happen? Well, I sure did when it came down to the Marathon. On one of our particular training runs we ran 22 miles and those 22 miles were done at our goal pace which would have put me finishing at 4 hours and 9 minutes! I was so excited. That was the fastest I had ever run 22 miles before and I had felt good during the run so I was very optimistic about race day! Well….as you have seen from the previous posts about the marathon that is not what happened! I was incredibily discouraged later thinking about it and my thoughts immediatly turned toward my relationship with God.
Often times we have something worked out in our head and think we know how it should all come about and we pray and pray and pray….yet, things just seem to come apart at the seams! What do we do when things don’t turn out the way we want them to? What then? Maybe we thought we were walking in God’s will – maybe we thought we had heard clear direction from God…..what do we do now? Have you ever felt that discouragement that comes in these times? Have you ever felt hurt with God during times like these? You may not care to admit it out loud but my guess would be that we all have encountered those same old feelings when things just don’t work out the way we planned or hoped that they would.
One of the reasons why so many Jews in Jesus’ day missed seeing who He really is was that many of them had it built it up in their own minds that He was going to be a present day radicalist and overthrow the Roman Government which they ovbiously opposed. We tend to get just a little bit of information about God and then mix it with the influences in our lives and then put our own twist and ideas on it and that becomes our concept of who God is and how God should move and act in the affairs of life and the world. When we do this we will miss Him by a country mile just as many of the Jews did in the gospel writtings.
I want to share with you some very special verses that I encountered for the very first time when my father passed away in March of 1992. You may find it interesting to know that the first time I heard these verses it was not from a preacher, teacher or from my own Bible readings but from God himself. I had been reading the night before and my load of grief blurred my understanding of what I was reading and I found myself in the midst of my own anger over the grief that I felt. I just did not understand why God would not have chosen to heal my father when he had loved and served Him and we had prayed in faith. I had several doctor appointments scheduled the next morning while I was still home and the second visit was at the eye doctor’s office. I knew I would be waiting for awhile and as I began to wait Father invited me into a dialogue with Him. As I poured out my questions He spoke truth into my heart and peace has been the result ever since. Part of what He shared with me I later found out was taken straight out of Isaiah 55:8-9 “For my thought are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways.” declares the Lord. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.”
On this side of eternity we are never going to understand some of the ways in which God moves and some of the decisions that He makes for we think with earthly minds that are finite and our God is so infinite! He is beyond our understanding and comprehension while we have to function with the limitations of these earthly minds and bodies; but isn’t it wonderful that He still desires relationship with us and loves us unconditionally? Wow….He amazes me – daily! Just another reason that shows why He is God and I am not.
Dana
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June 11, 2009 at 2:58 pm (Grace Insights)
I was reading an article about listening to God this week. It talked about a closeness, an intimacy with God that involved communicating with Him throughout the day each day. As I thought about how I would like to experience more of this, I was reminded of two missed opportunities earlier in the week. I thought of two separate occasions where I sensed God prompting me to spend time with Him, and I didn’t. It was as if God said, “Rebecca, come sit with me. I want to talk to you,” and I responded, “I can’t right now. I’m too tired.” I wondered why I respond this way because I do want to spend time with Him.
Then came the insight, the unveiling of my flesh. I was trying to control life to make it work the best way I knew how. I thought that, because I was so tired, the only way I could make it through the evening, or through the next day, was to make sure I got some rest (which is usually by sleeping or watching TV). What God showed me was that if I will let go of my way (I HAVE to rest!), and choose His way (go sit with Him and let Him love on me), He will give me the rest I need and so much more!
~Rebecca
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