June 25, 2009 at 3:50 pm (Prayer & Praise)
Well…I hope you are ready for this one!
This past Tuesday morning I was obviously so tired from all our activity over the weekend and had not yet recovered so I was not able to think clearly. I was taking my dog (Nissi-miniature Schnauzer) out to potty after she finished eating and Tony (my husband) was headed out for work at the same time. I decided just to head out the back door with him and said goodbye, yet there was this sinking feeling in my stomach and something just said – go out the front door with her like you usually do, but of course….I ignored the thought. (Big mistake!) While Nissi and I were in the back yard Tony was about to get in the car and it dawned on me that he might accidental forget I was out there and put the garage door down as he drove off leaving me locked out of the house with no form of communication. So – I did what any other reasonable person would do. I hollered up the hill and ask Tony to please leave the door up so I could get back in the house which he was happy to do. Well, as fate would have it, his mind was on the busy day before him and in about 20 seconds flat he has forgotten my request and hit the button for the garage door as I am still in the backyard with Nissi. I hear the door going down and see that he is about to be to the street so I tear off running like some mad woman waving my arms in the air and screaming, “Tony!!!”. Yea – I know….not a pretty site! At least it was not a Sunday morning when I would have just had in my robe! Thankfully I was planning on doing a short run so I had put on my running shorts and top but I still had flip flops on and it is pretty difficult to sprint up hill in flip flops while waving your arms in the air and shouting. Well, I gave it my best effort and was probably just about 5 seconds off from catching him. I thought he might fiddle with his phone or GPS or something but not on this day. As I got to the stop sign he had just turned from the next street and my fate was sealed! I envisioned myself sitting on my back porch with Nissi from 7:30 in the morning until 6:30 in the evening. Within an instant I am rehearsing thoughts like, “Gee, I’m glad she has eaten already….at least we have cool water from the water hose to drink…I guess I’ll be potty-ing in the woods today….etc…” As I was still running with the fumes of the exhaust from Tony’s car already evaporating I came face to face with this lady out walking. The expression on my face must have been one of panic because I think I frightened her a bit. She ask me if anything was wrong and could she help me. As soon as I could catch my breath I ask if she had a cell phone and she did. Thank the Lord for cell phones!! I was trying to call Tony quickly as he was heading to a clients office on the other side of Atlanta. I knew if I couldn’t get him then my chances would be hopeless for getting back in the house until he came home that evening. Well….wouldn’t you know, I couldn’t remember his cell number! See, we have these engenious little things built into our cell phones called “Contact Lists” and we no longer memorize numbers! I couldn’t even remember his parent’s numbers, my good friends number or anything! Strangly, I could only remember my office number! I tried calling that and leaving a message for Rebecca, our Office Manager hoping that she could call Tony as soon as she got in and maybe he could come home during lunch and let me in. This would also mean that Rebecca would have to cancel my morning appointments. I was just fit to be tied. It is not like me to panic in emergency situations but on this day I just lost my head! After leaving a very long message for Rebecca, wonder upon wonder….I remember Tony’s cell number! I was so relieved! When he gets on the phone and I share my plight he was so sympathic and apologized profusly for putting the door down, but….he then ever so gently reminds me of that little steal gadget that is coded and has a spare key inside!!! UGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I felt like a crazy women!!! I thanked him for his help….I’m sure he was laughing on the inside, but to his honor he saved me some dignity. If he did laugh, he never let me know it and then I said my goodbye and let him get back to the task of work. The lady that was allowing me to use her cell phone walks down to my house with me to help me find Nissi because I tore off like a banchie and left her in the back yard. Bless her heart….she was sitting on the front porch waiting for me. She must know her mother is insane sometimes!
Well, I share this with you because a huge spiritual truth hit me as I came back inside. I was laughing at myself first and then told the Lord that He would really blow me away if He had something to show me out of this situation and immediatly it hit me! 2 Peter 1:3 “…seeing that His divine power has granted to us everything pertaining to life and godliness, through the true knowledge of Him who called us by His own glory and excellence.” Christ is all we need and if we are Christians then we already have all we need for any situation that we face. All the provision, power, love, compassion, patience, strength, self control etc….that we need in this life has already been given to us. Christ meets all of our needs! Why then do we go chasing after what we think will satisfy and either it remains just out of our reach or we get what we are chasing only to find that it doesn’t completely fulfill us so the chase continues. All that I need as a child of God I already possess. As a Christian, I have the answer and that answer is in the person of Jesus Christ.
Thank you God for being my everything!
Dana
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June 22, 2009 at 3:51 pm (God Concept)
Have you ever analyzed or studied something to death and had it worked out in your mind as to how you thought it should happen? Well, I sure did when it came down to the Marathon. On one of our particular training runs we ran 22 miles and those 22 miles were done at our goal pace which would have put me finishing at 4 hours and 9 minutes! I was so excited. That was the fastest I had ever run 22 miles before and I had felt good during the run so I was very optimistic about race day! Well….as you have seen from the previous posts about the marathon that is not what happened! I was incredibily discouraged later thinking about it and my thoughts immediatly turned toward my relationship with God.
Often times we have something worked out in our head and think we know how it should all come about and we pray and pray and pray….yet, things just seem to come apart at the seams! What do we do when things don’t turn out the way we want them to? What then? Maybe we thought we were walking in God’s will – maybe we thought we had heard clear direction from God…..what do we do now? Have you ever felt that discouragement that comes in these times? Have you ever felt hurt with God during times like these? You may not care to admit it out loud but my guess would be that we all have encountered those same old feelings when things just don’t work out the way we planned or hoped that they would.
One of the reasons why so many Jews in Jesus’ day missed seeing who He really is was that many of them had it built it up in their own minds that He was going to be a present day radicalist and overthrow the Roman Government which they ovbiously opposed. We tend to get just a little bit of information about God and then mix it with the influences in our lives and then put our own twist and ideas on it and that becomes our concept of who God is and how God should move and act in the affairs of life and the world. When we do this we will miss Him by a country mile just as many of the Jews did in the gospel writtings.
I want to share with you some very special verses that I encountered for the very first time when my father passed away in March of 1992. You may find it interesting to know that the first time I heard these verses it was not from a preacher, teacher or from my own Bible readings but from God himself. I had been reading the night before and my load of grief blurred my understanding of what I was reading and I found myself in the midst of my own anger over the grief that I felt. I just did not understand why God would not have chosen to heal my father when he had loved and served Him and we had prayed in faith. I had several doctor appointments scheduled the next morning while I was still home and the second visit was at the eye doctor’s office. I knew I would be waiting for awhile and as I began to wait Father invited me into a dialogue with Him. As I poured out my questions He spoke truth into my heart and peace has been the result ever since. Part of what He shared with me I later found out was taken straight out of Isaiah 55:8-9 “For my thought are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways.” declares the Lord. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.”
On this side of eternity we are never going to understand some of the ways in which God moves and some of the decisions that He makes for we think with earthly minds that are finite and our God is so infinite! He is beyond our understanding and comprehension while we have to function with the limitations of these earthly minds and bodies; but isn’t it wonderful that He still desires relationship with us and loves us unconditionally? Wow….He amazes me – daily! Just another reason that shows why He is God and I am not.
Dana
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June 11, 2009 at 2:58 pm (Grace Insights)
I was reading an article about listening to God this week. It talked about a closeness, an intimacy with God that involved communicating with Him throughout the day each day. As I thought about how I would like to experience more of this, I was reminded of two missed opportunities earlier in the week. I thought of two separate occasions where I sensed God prompting me to spend time with Him, and I didn’t. It was as if God said, “Rebecca, come sit with me. I want to talk to you,” and I responded, “I can’t right now. I’m too tired.” I wondered why I respond this way because I do want to spend time with Him.
Then came the insight, the unveiling of my flesh. I was trying to control life to make it work the best way I knew how. I thought that, because I was so tired, the only way I could make it through the evening, or through the next day, was to make sure I got some rest (which is usually by sleeping or watching TV). What God showed me was that if I will let go of my way (I HAVE to rest!), and choose His way (go sit with Him and let Him love on me), He will give me the rest I need and so much more!
~Rebecca
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May 29, 2009 at 9:27 am (God Concept)
I have recently been asking God to open my eyes to His love. He is doing just that, a little bit at a time. This morning I found myself singing a song that I learned a long time ago. It just popped into my head. That led me to this scripture, which the song is taken from. I hope it will encourage you as it did me this morning. God’s love is forever and constant; it never ends!
Remember my affliction and my wanderings,
the wormwood and the gall!
My soul continually remembers it
and is bowed down within me.
But this I call to mind,
and therefore I have hope:
The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases;
his mercies never come to an end;
they are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.
“The LORD is my portion,” says my soul,
“therefore I will hope in him.”
Lamentations 3:19-24 (ESV)
~Rebecca:-)
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May 13, 2009 at 3:35 pm (God Concept)
God has been growing me in the area of honesty. (Psalm 62:8) I have often felt like a “good Christian” should never doubt God or question anything He says. So, in an effort to appear “good” (because I thought that’s what would earn love and acceptance), I have rarely voiced my doubts or questions, especially to God. The funny thing is God already knows all my doubts and questions. Nothing is hidden from Him. (Hebrews 4:13) Through a conversation with Him the other day, I saw that my being honest with Him allowed Him to come in and heal me. The conversation (not audible, but in my heart & mind) went something like this:
Me: I can’t be good all the time. I try so hard, but I just can’t. I’ll never be good enough.
God: It’s okay. I love you even when you mess up.
Me: That doesn’t make any sense! Other people get mad at me when I mess up. I get mad at other people when they do something wrong. How can you love me and not be angry at me when I fail?
God: I’m not like you. I love you even when you’re bad. I can watch you do things wrong and not be mad at you. I’m just different. I give you the freedom to fail.
Me: But, how can you do that? I don’t deserve to be loved!
God: I am GOD. I AM love. That’s just what I do.
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May 11, 2009 at 4:06 pm (Our Faith Journey)
Well, I may be sharing a good many of these because everytime I tell someone about the marathon and what I am writting about they help me come up with more lessons! Anyway….this is one I thought of on my own….acutally, the Holy Spirit had to have revealed this one!
As I mentioned in my post describing what all happened during the marathon I mentioned about our new friend Sally who ran the half marathon coming to the mile marker 21 or 22 post to cheer us on. As she ran out to meet me she ran along side me and encouraged me and offered to carry anything for me. Well, because I kept forgetting to give my shirt and nasty, sweaty, smelly socks to Tony at mile number 11 and then again at mile 19 I was still carrying them. As Sally ask me I immediately gave her my shirt and socks to carry! Now….you have to understand, the heat was intense so the shirt was soaked with sweat and the socks were, well…..completely NASTY and she carried them for me. Later that evening when my senses came back to me I realized what I had done and I was horrified that I had asked this person whom I had just met to do such a thing for me! She obviously offered and did not mind at all. Actually, the spirit with which she responded was that she was happy to do it! Imagine that….someone happy about hanging on to my smelly shirt and socks! As I thought about this I was reminded of one word….SERVANTHOOD! Her attitude was that of Christ Jesus’ attitude as referenced in Philippians 2. Check out these verses:
“Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but with humnility of mind let each of you regard one another as more important than himself; do not merely look out for your own personal interests, but also for the interests of others. Have this attitude in yourselves which was also in Christ Jesus, who, although He existed in the form of God, did not regard equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied Himself, taking the form of a bond-servant, and being made in the likeness of men. And being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himslef by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.” Phil. 2:3-8
Wow….now that is a servant! What is your attitude like when it comes to servanthood?
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April 29, 2009 at 3:29 pm (Grace Insights)
Here is one of my personal thoughts on how Marathon Running parallels our Christian Journey. First off, Paul in Hebrews 12:2 relates our Christian Journey to running when he says, “Let us RUN with perseverance the race that is set before us.” As we say here at NLD the Christian life is not hard, it is IMPOSSIBLE! We need to rest in Christ to live it through us. I no longer say that I am “living FOR God”…. but now I am “living FROM God”. See, as I set my eyes on Him, the author and perfecter of my faith I see the One who has already completed the ultimate marathon on my behalf. His journey to the cross was the ultimate sacrifice for me to share relationship with Him. So as that passage in Hebrews 12 goes on to say that as I set my eyes on Him the author and perfecter of my faith who for the JOY set before Him endured the cross scorning it’s shame and then when it was finished He sat down at the right hand of God! Hebrews then tells me to consider Him who ENDURED such opposition from sinful men so that I will not grow weary and lose heart. People…this is the reason that we must throw off EVERY hindrance….just as I got Sally to take my shirt and socks that I was carrying and we must RUN this race that is set before us with PERSEVERANCE! Now, GO and run your race!
Thanks again to Sally for providing a great illustration!
Dana
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April 28, 2009 at 4:16 pm (Prayer & Praise)
Hello Everyone!
Thank you for your prayers, support and words of encouragement! I am glad to be on this side of the weekend. As a matter of fact, I have never been happier to see a Monday come in all my days! I love running and staying fit but this was a tough one! Several ask if I would share about my journey and what I experienced during the race so that is what I would like to attempt to do.
First off, I must say thank you to all those who participated in giving towards my financial support so I can continue doing the ministry of New Life Design. I was overwhelmed at those who wanted to participate and give. Each of you have just blown me away with your generosity and love for me and Tony. We are so grateful for each of you and with the risk of sounding a bit “cheesy”, please know that many lives will be changed because you gave! May God bless each of you beyond belief for your generosity!
Now for the story….We were all very excited as we left Atlanta on Friday around lunch time. We arrived at the Race Expo in time to get our numbers and do a little shopping! If you did not get to see the picture of my shirt let me know. The caption read, “Running Is Cheaper Than Therapy” Ha-Ha!!. We had a great dinner that evening with our friends but I think all of us had a hard time sleeping as we were all wondering what kind of race we would have and how “hilly” would the course be.
Saturday morning the clock went off around 4:20 and I must say I was relieved to be getting up and getting this thing started and done. I noticed the weather was not very cool but I really didn’t think much about it at first. We found our corrals and were ready for the start. The first five miles were done at a very fast pace due to the excitement and push of the crowds. We were running with about 30,000 other runners. I should have slowed down after the first mile but I got caught up in the excitement with everyone else. I was pretty hot by mile 5 and had to do some adjustments with my clothing and re pinning my number which was very frustrating but I didn’t lose very much time because we started out so fast but I had depleted some much needed energy in those first 5 miles and that would come back to haunt me later in the morning. I was doing pretty good until about mile 10 and it became very apparent that I was not going to be able to keep up my pace. I was having severe problems with my feet. I was not sure what the problem was but later learned that I was putting my Body Glide lotion on the wrong parts of my feet which was causing my feet to slip in my shoe which was causing chaffing. Add that to continuous pounding on pavement that was extremely hot and my feet felt like they were on fire. By mile 11 when I got to see Tony I was just about in tears and very tempted to split off with the half marathoners and just finish at 13.1 and call it a “bad” day. He kept encouraging me not to quit in those few moments we had to chat so I decided to tough it out and keep going with the full Marathon. One really cool thing that God did was as I had started running again after seeing Tony our good friend Glenn Rigby that was running the marathon too had caught up with me and he was a great encouragement and that got me passed the 11.5 mark where all the half marathoners were branching off to head to their finish. Glenn and I ran together until about mile number 14 and my feet were burning so bad that I just had to walk some at that point. After mile 15 the cramping and dehydration had hit and it was becoming impossible to run much farther that a couple of tenths at a time. I stopped at the medical tent after mile 16 and they confirmed my problem with my feet and wrapped them with ace bandages and gave me a new pair of socks and told me that I needed to take some salt packets for the depletion of sodium and potassium. I’m not sure that I understood all of that due to the frame of mind that I was in. I tried taking some after mile 17 and the packets got wet so I didn’t get much in my system and there was this awful hill looming in the distance. The temperature sign on the bank said it was a whooping 80 degrees at this point and I have never in my life seen so many people sick and dropping out of a race. Ambulance siren’s were heard all around you from time to time and the medical tents were full of people with heat exhaustion and dehydration. I struggled on to mile 19 because I knew Tony would be there. I must admit in the back of my mind I secretly had hoped to just tell him that I was going to walk the rest of it and wanted to talk him into walking it with me to keep me company and keep my mind off the pain. I think every muscle in my legs were cramping at this point and my feet were back to burning again. When I saw him we walked and talked a moment and he continued to encourage me to keep going but reminded me that there was so shame in bailing out if I needed to. I decided to keep going, so off I went. Ironically, at this point our route paralleled the half marathoners route and once again there was the temptation to just hop over there and join them on their 12th mile and head to the finish line and be done with this thing. The only thing that I can say kept me on my course was God Himself! The temps were continuing to climb, more people were getting sick and dropping out but I saw an overpass coming up and knew I could stop and stretch for a moment in the shade and that was a God send for sure! As I stopped off to stretch many more followed suit so I was glad not to be the only one. After this a tough stretch of road was ahead. Again there wasn’t any shade and not a cloud in sight. We got through miles 20-22 on this stretch and it was tough. At a moment when I really needed to see a friendly face, our friend Sally who had run the half marathon called out my name. Boy, was she ever smart just doing the half….you know, come to think of it….she is a doctor and all. Maybe that should tell us all something! She was at the 21 mile marker watching for me and she ran out to chat a few moments, took my picture, gave me some good words of encouragement and took a few things from me to lighten my load (my old, smelly socks, and shirt….what a wonderful Christian servant to carry someones smelly socks-thanks again Sally). At that point I kept going and headed into Shelby park to finish miles 22-24. I must tell you, it was a beautiful park but I just hurt to bad to enjoy it! I stopped at the medical tent again just after mile 23 and through tears told the medic that I was cramping really bad. He gave me a moment to get myself together and then gave me 3 salt packets and I told him I wasn’t sure I could get that down but he told me that if I wanted to finish I had to take them. Well, I got all three down and drank some Cytomax Sports drink and headed out once again. I noticed that after a few moments the cramping seemed to decrease (FINALLY) and I was able to do some serious power walking….and before I knew it I was doing some serious running again and was able to run straight to the finish line! I was broken hearted at seeing one fellow loaded into an ambulance at the 25.5 mile mark….so close to finishing. The finish line was the most glorious sight I had seen all day. They had this sprinkler system going and I went over and just stood there in it forever just relishing the medal around my neck and clinching the stale bagel in my hand. Funny thing is….I just thought my journey was over at that point but due to the finish line being so crowded with people, Tony couldn’t get anywhere near it so the plan was to meet under the “D” banner in the friends/family reunion area. As I struggled through the crowds wet and still clinching my stale bagel I couldn’t find the stupid reunion area. I walked forever only to FINALLY hear Kay hollar “Dana!” It was so nice to hear a familiar voice. As they rushed over tears just couldn’t be held back and we all relished the moment of having finished. At this point…no one really cared about race time because we all knew we were extremely blessed just to have finished on our own two feet. I got to soak my feet in this barrell of ice water which was really awesome after 26.2 miles! Afterwards we enjoyed calling our families, exchanging our stories and eating at chick-fli-A….a Kay Rigby favorite!
If you had asked me on Saturday afternoon or on Sunday what I thought God wanted me to learn out of the experience, quite honestly I would have said, “NOTHING!” I was a little disappointed in how the race went, my time, the weather etc…. We had felt so good about our training, the race itself and all our prep going into it and so for the day to just turn into a disaster I was a little confused. But on Monday morning the fog began to clear and I started putting together a few points of how the marathon coincides with our faith walk with Jesus Christ. I am going to go ahead an apologize for leaving you hanging here but I am going to have to finish the points tomorrow due to our Board of Directors Meeting being tonight. So tune in tomorrow afternoon for some interesting parralls about life and marathon running!
See you tomorrow!
Dana
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February 9, 2009 at 4:35 pm (Identity, Trials & Adversity)
This morning I was working on my Bible Study and ran across a very good point and I thought I would share it with those of you keeping up with the NLD blog. The Bible study is Beth Moore’s newest study entitled Esther, It’s Tough Being A Woman. Today’s lesson was called, “The High and Low of Ego”. The portion that really struck me dealt with what we teach here at NLD about realizing that we are crucified with Christ and that we are to deny self/flesh and follow Him. Today’s study centered around Esther 5:9-10 and Haman’s rage at Mordecai’s refusal to bow down to him. Here was her quote that spoke to me….”Amid all the depravity of this world, man is still God’s prized creation and most valued treasure. Christ’s purpose in calling us to deny ourselves is that we’d deny our selfishness, ambition, pasts, or any damaged emotions the right to cheat us of His far higher plans for us.” Wow…is that not the truth? Our flesh, if left to run it’s own course would so rob us of experiencing all of the life that Christ has called us to. My flesh wants to cheat me out of experiencing Father’s highest plans for me, God’s love for me and God’s work in and through me. I have made it my utmost priority to so walk with God and allow His healing in my life that I can experience all of the freedom that He died on the cross to purchase for me. It is our own hang ups, damaged emotions and sins (which is any way that I am trying to get a legitimate need met in a illegitimate way) that keep us from experiencing the victorious christian life. In the study we learn that God knows that “nothing leaves us more hollow than being full of ourselves. We have no greater burden than our own egos.” She goes on to add that we have nothing more breakable than our own ego’s as well.
2 Corinthians 4:10-12 helps us understand why we are called to this thing the New Testament calls the crucified life. “We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that His life may be revealed in our mortal body. So, then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.” The point of my study this morning was that any time God calls us to die, His purpose is to reveal larger life. She mentions that “God’s forte is life. He’s just not willing to leave things dead. A paramount theme in Esther is what God can do when we resolve to obey and ‘if I perish, I perish’”. Before I can be used of God I must be full of God and I can’t be full of God when I am full of myself. The antidote for our ego’s….knowing your IDENTITY IN CHRIST! When I know who I am in Christ, the position I hold, the benefits, privileges and inheritance that comes with my relationship with Christ – I’m finally SECURE! What a safe place! What a loved place! What a place of perfect peace regardless of what others say or think about me! Knowing who I am frees me up to have a correct estimation of myself. My friend – do you know that if you have relationship with Christ you are no longer a sinner? Your IDENTITY changed! 2 Corinthians 5:17 says you are a new creation. Paul calls us “Saints in Christ Jesus” over 60 times in the New Testament! Let me tell you who you are my friend….listen up….If you are a Christian you were a “Sinner” and now you are as we say here at NLD a “Saint who sometimes sins” Romans says you were ”in Adam” now you are “in Christ”. You have been transferred from the kingdom of darkness to the Kingdom of Light! If your emotions aren’t lining up with this new truth just yet….it is because you have been believing a lie for way to long and your mind needs to be renewed to the truth of God’s Word – Romans 12:1-2.
So….what is it in your flesh that needs to die in order for you to live in larger life?
Dana
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January 29, 2009 at 5:26 pm (Identity)
I have experienced a recurring theme in my life. It’s that painful feeling of rejection that comes from not being heard. Sometimes it happens when someone completely misunderstands what I’ve said. At other times I feel like someone is just not listening or paying attention to what I’m saying. I’m sure many of you have felt the same way. It’s a common desire to want to be heard, to be understood, to be known.
I was struggling in this area this past week when God revealed Himself to me. I recently heard someone say that God doesn’t speak to us audibly, He speaks louder than that. The other night, I experienced this when His quiet words penetrated deep into my heart.
As I began to think about why I was hurt, I poured out my heart to God,(Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge. Psalm 62:8) “I feel hurt. I feel unimportant. I feel of little value. I feel insignificant. I want to be heard. I want to be understood. I want to be known. Are my thoughts/feelings not worth something? Am I not worth listening to?” I had somewhere along the way in my life made the false assumption that if people listened to me, then I was important, but if people didn’t listen to me, then I was not important. Because of this false belief, I have looked to people to make me feel significant. On this evening, I read this paraphrase of Psalm 139:
I know you-when you sit down and get up, what you think. I carefully watch over you as you move through your day and then sleep at night. I am intimately acquainted with everything about you.
Through this, God told me that I’m important; I’m special; He knows me; He pays attention to me. He is the one who deems me significant, not other people. If I look to people to be heard, be understood, be known, I will be disappointed and hurt, but if I look to God, I see that I have everything I need in Him.
Rebecca:-)
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